Still Unemployed

so i got replies back from all the churches i sent my resume to, to be a youth pastor. all of them said they had filled the position, one said they filled the position only a few weeks ago. but i am not depressed or saddened about it in any way. i put it all in God's hands. i was really nervous about applying, and the possibilities of what would happen, and how it would affect me. but i figured it was my job to apply, and God's job to put me where He wants me. i feel like a burden was lifted, because now i dont have to choose to take a job or not, or where to go, or what my hours will be like, or if i can handle it with school, or if i will be able to go back home. now i'm looking for a place where i can intern or just volunteer. there are plenty of places up here where i can make an impact. and a lot of places that could use some new thought and vision about how to bring kids to His Kingdom. but i see it as God telling me to stay focused on school, and that i need to learn more skills before i can serve Him and create the best ministry He can make through me. so the search continues...

2nd day

only 174 (i think) days of school left. hallelujah! today wasnt as bad as yesterday, it went a little quicker. i thought i was going to choke from the stupidity when my 4th hour teacher had to explain to the class what a million was. (a one followed by six zeros, in case you were wondering) but it was ok, i have to bring something to entertain me tomorrow though, maybe ill grab a book or something. but i came home, worked out, ate, did my little bit of homework, then realized my day was done at 6. so i waited around for shannon to finish her homework and then got to talk to her for a while (thus why im so hyper right now). now i dont know what to do. i realized that if everyday is like this, then i can definitely handle a job during the week. maybe i can go flip some burgers and make a quick buck. we'll see. well, im gonna go search for a book, then hopefully go to sleep at a decent time. so im signing off, hope all of you out there had a good day as well, and an even better one tomorrow.